whats love?

wasnt feeling well the whole day
hais..stupid day today..
i seriously hate it!
digcomm test i did badly.
real disappointment with myself.
then after bb meeting...
piggy pang seh me!!=(
it really hit me super hard..
i cried..i was super pissed with piggy.
he dont care me at all de..sobs
but in the end,
he kp tickling me then do all sorts
of funny funny stuff..n he did say sorry.
though i am angry but
i love him alot..
its hard for me not to forgive him.
but this does not mean he can take advantage of this
n make me angry..
i just wish that he have time for me..
and care for me =( sobs

i cried n cried n cried.
i pretended i was ok.
but im not.
im freaking sad cos
i dont seem to feel
that u care for me anymore.
damn i seriously hate the feeling.
i wish i can stop anyhow think.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!