hmm..how shld i start it?
or shld i just say i am freaking hurt.
bout ur jokes u said?
ur joke bout breaking up is not funny.
u can joke bout other things but not tat.
i guess it didnt went through ur mind that
this type of joke is really hurting.
esp when someone who means so much to me
say this to me,oh..not only me and with other pple arnd too.
i hold my tears in the bus.
not knowing wat to say..
facing the window..
then in the end i ask him to go take bus..
i walk home myself..
while walking through the park,
i cried at the same time frighten...
there is this group of bangladesh look at me.
i was freaking scared..but my mind was in a whirl..
thinking bout wat he said..my heart ache..
till now,my heart still aches..
though lots of my fwen an wei me..
but nevertheless,he affects me alot.
i thought to myself too,"is he really happy that he break up with me?"
his words hit me hard..
hais i don noe anything anymore..
i love him..i cherish him..but wat bout him?