Took leave today as i needed more time to sleep.
Being at home means i need to do housework and less time resting.
But i get to wake up at 10am plus.

Watched movie and update myself with news and HR related issues.

Time passes fast and it's time to meet up with Mei Qi for k session.
Went over to Coffee Bean to buy a cake to celebrate her advance.

Since she is late, i went over to Aranda Club to sing for 1 hr.
It's like 51 for 4 pax for 5hrs of swimming, we paid this price for 2 instead.
Free flow drinks and snacks.

And finally she reached,i told her to close her eyes while i lit the candle.
She was laughing all the way.

Birthday girl and the cake.

 

And guess what!

Right after i sang the birthday song for her, she asked me to closed my eyes.
And...she bought a cake for me too!
Haha great minds think alike.
We even got a gift for each other... :)
Super love her gift.

So we continued our singing session till 12am.

 

 

我看起来不在乎， 但我的心已伤痕累累。

我好希望有个人可以保护我，当我累的时候，鼓励我弄我开心。

而不是当我被欺负时，把我的伤弄得更深，然后把我丢在一边。然后另一天当没事情发生，跟我说话。

Bf and I finally had our own time to take photo.

ecause he was busy hel;p his sis, the hotel was suppose to provide a coordinator but didnt.

   

Sometimes I felt that it's hurtful when bf is sick and I told him to get mc. He asked me if he can get 1 day mc from me instead . We met only once a week. And most of the time he is either sick or sleeping.sometimes I wonder if he sincerely wants to spend the time with me. I understand that he is tired, I didn't even bother him on weekdays or even Saturdays . He can even meet up with his friends, and he didn't even feel tired.But for me , he is. I got pissed off and told him why not we don't meet at all. He can sleep all he wants.seriously! We only met once a freakking week! 

I mean well...even in the afternoon when we took a family photoshoot, he didn't bother to move in and I had to ask him to shift, but he didn't so I nudge him in(the person ask me to shift) otherwise I will be cut off the family photo.I felt annoyed when he say it's just a small matter. Why not just cut me out of the family since it's doesn't matter to him anyway.Really.Another cousins photoshoot , I know I'm not part of it and he got asked for the photoshoot.so I continued having my food. I never felt like a family till his Cousin Jeffrey and his relative ask me to join in the photoshoot. They say I'm part of it that's where I felt welcome, otherwise I dont, I felt like a replacement.

The part of me seeing many couples getting married, I felt happy and excited for them.The guys can't wait to for their gfs to be their own woman. And I got excited for myself too, perhaps just one -sided. I used to check the banquets out and ask him his ideal wedding banquets but he always put off the topics, I got sick of it now actually that I no longer feel excited, no longer checking. I realised it today when he ask me during his Cousin wedding, Like the photoshoot and everything.I just reply him I don't know... 

Maybe our relationship is just too long that it starts to wobble, taking for granted is another factor.

 

Look! It's this BIG piece of sashimi.

Good Morning ! It's Sunday~
Met up with bf to had brunch at Dian Xiao Er ,our current favourite.
We were the first few to enter the restaurant and received discount for our bill.Lucky us!

We ordered our usual favourite duck! and tried a new vegetable dish.

 

The duck tasted as good as ever.While the vegetable dish was a disappointment.
We could not find any under good dishes to compliment our rice.

We went shopping afterwards.
Bf had to get a suit for his sis's wedding.We search G2000,Cotton on, Uniqlo...
And finally, H&M ! I caught an eye on a Navy Blue suit,bf caught an eye on that too!

He tried and then TADA!!


My handsome man!hahaha..
The suit totally fits him, so he decided to purchase it.

We then head over to Plaza Singapura to had his suit altered before going serangoon garden for dinner.

We finally tried FAT BOYZ.
The food is good! But waiting time for the food is 1hr due to large order from food deliveries.
Many diners complaint , some left the restaurant after the long wait.

 

Here comes our order...