Haas today onlh had 2 hrs of orgcomm
and then submit FDMP to Mr kyaw htut.
sadly, i lost my hp pouch =(
cos i was carrying too many things
i super sad now..
then during maple,mom called to tell me dad at SGH'S A&E.
his eyes gives him prob again n nd to have another check up again
hais..i was too tired too so i sleep
tml is our 11th month anniversary le..
i doubt he will remember =/
n its also a new year...
i wish that everyone will stay happy and healthy!=)
& i wish hubby and i will stay happy tgt and
hope that we will be closer to each other..
i don noe leh ive been feeling that we like very far apart

ARRGGHHH
freaking stress la =(
im sick n had a freaking headache
n i kp having emails and things to do..
2 events for me to do..
PLUS busy schedule =(
my head is bursting..headache headache
but i cant stop to rest cos i nd to settle it.
DAMN LA!
pls stop asking me to do this n that.
im sick of it !

& all i needed now is him him n him =(

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!=)
woke up,done my housework..
n then missing my hubby..
busily smsing Merry Xmas to many pple.
haha n then later meeting mei qi for dinner =)
*grin grin*


Photos

HEHEHES..
MERRY XMAS EVE EVERYONE!!~
WENT out with hubby to cineleisure
to watch alvin and the chipmunck 2
im glad hubby got the tickets fast enuff
even though we got the first row..
the movie was fabulous..totally love it.
n i feel so stunned..
my mind(how did hubby noe i bought him wallet)
my expression gave it all away n i dont noe how to lie.
crap..then hubby bake cookies for me =)
though its chao da..but i can feel the love in it.
after that shop alittle..
then meet mei qi n eugene..
went to arcade to play..
first is me n meiqi versus lq and eugene
then mei qi n eugene versus lq n i..
they won hahas..
mei qi say eugene short then when she see wei xun,
she say wei xun even shorter LOL!(something like that)
its hilarious the way she say it..
weixun came along with weilun,clement and yun zhong..
we then had mac for dinner..then once again,
mei qi tell me something about eugene n mac..(inside joke)
super funny..hahas
then went outside plaza singapura to wait for hung hsiang.
then this funny thing is..
there is this guy dressing as a girl approach to eugene..
then the guys all quickly run away..HAHA.
Mei qi n i were fortunate that we were girls ..
we were laughing like mad la..
when the GAY going near them n eugene they all run ..
LOL...then i share my cookies with them =)
Hung Hsiang then arrive..
wei xun gave him punishment n ask him to approach that GAY.
Lol but he didnt.then we went to walk the orchard.
sadly to say that there were no choirs singing..=/
n then we went 313@ somerset..
we shop LOL..n lq act angry then the rest of the guys act too.
BASKET lol...i feel so dumb when they bluff me,hubby too *humph*
after that parents call say they come find me..=/
so had to leave them liao..
then Mei Qi n i follow my parents n sis go walk walk..
we were like squeezing in the crowd lol..
n it nds some uncivilised pple to scold vulgarities
for the crowd to moves.=.=
then after that i said MERRY XMAS TO ALL
be4 going to bed..
hubby is the FIRST that i sms MERRY xmas LOL.
n im glad tat i spend my Xmas with most of my LOved one =)
n im glad hubby love the wallet i gave n even used it =)=)
PHOTOS in my HP =) lazy put~

lalala~
once again a brand new day =D
& christmasss is arnd the corner
*gringrin*
anticipating to enjoy this season
so dont spoil my mood or day.
instead,pamper me =)
n after christmas it means schl reopen.
which means DOOMSDAY!!=(
COS OF PROJECTSS!!
&& i miss bestiesss =((

Sick sick sick..
had a pretty bad flu from 1am onwards
due to the pouring rain.
unable to get enough slp..
n these days,my eyes kp getting redder.
it make me annoyed easily..
kp rubbing my eyes cos its freaking itchy.




& my wish,i guess its ruin =(

went swimming today..
help me slim down n quieten down.
after swimming, head to white sand library.
borrowed my fave danielle steel bks.
then there is this choir band singing on the first floor.
it make me remember of how i used to love
the ambience of the christmas lighting,trees n the christmas songs.
i still love it though.
i just love christmas when i could spend it with love ones.
but now, i dont even noe if i could have a chance to celeb.
besties all not free or either overseas..
anyway gd luck is at my side today =)
i won in monopoly by soso much money
*grin grin*
then after that comp play all my facebook games..

*i said i dont care about u..
but deep down in my heart,
i know im lying..because i do care.*


& MARK ,

u owe me cookies :) n thanks.

continue from here..
cos im freaking pissed off..
got to vent the anger out of me..
first he ask whose going out for christmas..
then he say without davin wont be fun..
=.= means the rest not fun la.
then he must well date davin
no nd ask us out la..
isnt it so redundant if he ask us out but we r boring.
so ironic.
u totally spoil my mood la..
im not going liao..
u want u go ask ur girlfwens to go with u for christmas
I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!
I DONT GIVE A DAMN!!
u treat other girls so good..u treat me like..arggh
i hate YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hell0 miilo ^^
oh well,play monopoly board games
with mom and sis for 4 hrs!!>.<
n i announce myself bankruptcy
tired of playing lol..kp paying money to them..
siannzz...
im craving for buffet..
n i thought im in a luck to have steamboat buffet
as my grandfather coming my house..
in the end,buffet CANCELLED!!=(
arrghh..im still craving leh..=X
hubby..u noe wat to do?
hehehes

Browsing through the photos of hubby n i,


n now,

In reality,

yesterday,went to meet Si Qi,Grace n lq at dhoby ghuat.
then head to PS foodcourt..
davin,weixun n hung hsiang join us for lunch..
went to take photos for my FDMP.
then arcade all the way..
yong qiang n bevin came too..
then went to play pool n home..
came home with bad quarrels among my parents.
hais..i thought that marriage is a blissed thing.
now im even scared of guys becos of my dad.
the violence,the expectation,the flirt..
im feeling terrified n very insecure..
n now i don even noe what i want now..
i dont even get the love and the care..
im like just me,alone..
i fake a smile everyday,im just tired of it
y cant i be the happy me that i used to be?

hehehes
slept for more than 10 hrs..
this is spelled as S-H-I-O-K!!
then did housework..
n then slacking time =)

heyhey im back!!
went to EGUIDES training camp.
its a 2 days 1 night camp..
stayover 1 day earlier =)
n omg i simply love LOGISTIC leh
oh man..oh though have to carry things here n there.
but i dont mind cos most of the time is slacking at DU.
n got my lovely daphne with me..=)
anyway,its miracle that i didnt slp at all during the camp.
i was like soo awake..hmm..
then hubby was slping like pig..
oh yea..forget to mention,
hubby was in logistic team with me
played dai di for like mostly 2 days.
LOL.
ohoh!IM HAPPY..
u noe y?
cos i had mass dance 1 with u noe who?
hahaha hehehes hohoho..
u noe who?
my hubby lor.=D
during the 2nd day of camp,
the breakfast had some prob,
in the end,admin n log split job to buy breakfast.
me,daphne,hunghsiang,bevin n another guy one team.
we went buy prata then come back..
injured my leg(me so useless)
then went to slp for hrs..
then woke up slack again LOL..
super love log wahahas..
after camp end,
hubby,miya,hung hsiang,wei xun n i
went to eat KFC..
then head back to clubroom to find si qi
then home..
lol finally,i bathe le n then slp..=)

Not feeling well today.


All i want for today is PEACE.

these days freaking unlucky..
don noe y..hais..
make me very short tempered n
easily irritated and emo alot..
sometimes i feel like running to someplace alone.
cry all i want,vent everything out..
n i freaking hate to be at home..
it make me super stress..
i just want to be out, somewhere.
hais n i don unds y some couples can be so loving.
like zhi xin n davin
but mine's not.
y?y?y?y?y?y?y?
arrgghh....cheer me up pls
make me smile?make me forget the thoughts.
i feel so freaking tired...tired of everything.

ahh shit!
yesterday i lost my wallet.
inside got ic,ezlink card,matric card,money etc.
everyone's helping me search the whole clubroom.
search for hrs to no avail..
n hais..waste everyone's time in searching..
i feel so bad =(
lq,zhixin,siqi,qiu yan,davin,hung hsiang n weixun
pei me go police post...
lq,zhixin,siqi n ah seng pei me make report
while the rest went to play Bb
then after police report..
went to find qiuyan,davin,weixun n hung hsiang
davin they all bought me ezlink card,ice cream n choc =/
i feel so................touched n bad n ....
then lq bought porridge n diarrhea med for me
n then home..
really really thnx to those who help me,who an wei me.
i really glad to have u all as my fwen..
being there for me when im facing prob...
then after that at nite,
ah seng told me this bad news bout my ic.
i nd 100dollars to make my ic n 1 month to receive it.
i really broke down.but i have to act that nothing happen
blame on the stupidty of losing my wallet..
today morning..
due to my slping position n lack of slp,
i sprain my neck plus stomache pain.
but i went to do housework..
so that i wont think of my wallet..
i no mood to study le seriously..
all i think of is how to get my cards back.
n how to survive for these few weeks...
pls tell me wat to do...?

AHHHHH...guess wat?
i had diarrheoa the whole day.
stomach upset too...=(
but dont dare tell grace they all tat i nd go toilet.
so i bear with it the whole day.so xin ku ar.
i feel so embarrassed also ar..
having diarrheoa at wrong timing *face red*
lucky proj management end early..
take bus with siqi,ahseng,weixun n hung hsiang.
then after that finally home..
n i felt better..but still having diarrheoa..
feel so uncomfortable..eeeww.
no med to eat too..poor me.
term test is next week too..
i cant afford to be sick ar!!
pls remind me to drink more more water..=)
i dont wanna fall sick =(

i have been having ulcer for days.
super painful..sobx.
oh man yesterday really thanks to
siqi,rachel,mq,wendy,davin,ah seng,seb
n mark n other fwens for their concern..
sorry to those that i didnt share wat was goin on.
cos it is too personal..
ok lets talk bout other topics..
today,dad tell me i look skinny..
im like huh!! this is call skinny?
ive been eating alot wors..
then he today stuff me with food..like omg
n didnt get to do housework cos my dad force me not to
so i play games with my sis..
study a bit of netinfra..lots of mistake i shld say.
i nd help for netinfra..like seriously..
hmm then play facebook until sian..
lols..oh well..
anw..hope my ulcer heals quiccky~

hmm..how shld i start it?
or shld i just say i am freaking hurt.
bout ur jokes u said?
ur joke bout breaking up is not funny.
u can joke bout other things but not tat.
i guess it didnt went through ur mind that
this type of joke is really hurting.
esp when someone who means so much to me
say this to me,oh..not only me and with other pple arnd too.
i hold my tears in the bus.
not knowing wat to say..
facing the window..
then in the end i ask him to go take bus..
i walk home myself..
while walking through the park,
i cried at the same time frighten...
there is this group of bangladesh look at me.
i was freaking scared..but my mind was in a whirl..
thinking bout wat he said..my heart ache..
till now,my heart still aches..
though lots of my fwen an wei me..
but nevertheless,he affects me alot.
i thought to myself too,"is he really happy that he break up with me?"
his words hit me hard..
hais i don noe anything anymore..
i love him..i cherish him..but wat bout him?

Hell0 =D
hehehes..
today after lesson,dear n i
went to watch the movie 2012
its super nice and exciting.
thumbs up for the movie.
after movie, we went to eat BBQ chicken.
dear's treat..hahas..
then went to ehub to play arcade..
having fun playing the drum n silent hill.
we then went to buy tibits n head to the beach.
we took photos(mostly his unglam) n eat n see sea =)
i finally get to spent more time with him
yea only with him..super love.
we then walk to my home n then he bus home.
love the moment when im with him~
hehes ok bye bye =)

Hello..!
oh well,today im still having flu..
feeling terrible..
anw,later sis having swimming sliver exam.
hahas gd luck to mei mei!=)

update on yesterday...
me having lousy flu..
feel super drowsy..
anw,i pass my digicomm yesterday.
i skip cds lecture yesterday..
i see the timetable yesterday.
it shows lt30..
so dear pei me go lt30..
door lock..then call grace,yessy n mark
to no avail..in the end didnt go.
n in the end found out i go wrong lt..
so went back to clubroom.
dear bought me icecream..hehes..
then he actually want to teach me digicomm.
in the end canot solve..
time wasted..argh..
dear pei digicomm more than me..
&*%*^$(&$..
then he send me to the entrance n he bus home.
its been so long since he tell me he love me le..
the sweet gd nite message was gone too..
i miss his hugs n kisses too..
it seem no diff after his final judging ..
i wish i have more time with him..
without anyone to interfere..=/

hehehes..im in a good mood today.
you know why?
mommy bought me a pink vaio lappy.
im so super duper happy..
its my dream lappy n fave colour.
(*jumping up and down..
screaming in joy*)
and i miss dear =/
where is he?

Hell0..
Grace n i went to rebong our hair..
after that i acc grace to buy some stuff..
n then head down to schl.
most of them said that i look weird
except for daphne..
she say i look cute =) hehes.
dear also finish his final judging.
now he has time to pei me hehes..
n he look shuai today haahas.
and thanks to davin,
instead of helping out for event,
i could pei mydear for very long ..
i feel so happy today.
anyway, dear n i went to meet janice.
went for walk,arcade n then
acc dear for bus 81 to come n then home.

i love you,bf.

hehehes..
FDMP lesson was fun..
took super lots of photos..
super nice ones too..love it..
will upload the photos soon =)
anyway,i hardly see my dear..
super sad..he preparing his final judging
hope tml faster come..
so that when he finish he got time for me =)
anyway,for proj management..
the course was ok..
but the prob lies wih the teacher..
super racist n bias..idiot sia..
kp want to find chance to minus our marks.
if u ask mark,i freaking piss off with the teacher.
im trying my best to score ace for my last cds.
n this teacher spoil it..
after cds,mark n i went back to my clubroom
to finish off the homework..
hahas n mark gave me this NIVEA nourishing cream
hahas didnt noe he buy these type of product.
no wonder his skin so nice..
n i feel bad cos
i complain to mark that i want see my bf..
hahas..but mark super nice (:
mark rating : 5 star!
ok la..but my bf the best..=)
anyway gtg do my project le see ya =)

oh n one last thing,

Well well well..
once a boring day again..
done my hw n revision..
my head still a little hurt from yesterday
thnx to my dear for making me laugh.
i suddenly thought about the future ahead.
many many thoughts here and there.
some stuff were unexpected n worrying.
but whatever changes,i still love him.
nothing change my heart.
my fwen ask me this ques:"
the forest so big,with soo many trees,
why you dont want to consider other guys?"
my ans to him was:
"I only love him,even if there is many trees,
idc,i only want this tree."
My fwen's reply:same same (^-^)
my ans to him was:=.= lol then u still ask
i also believe that dear n i can overcome
ups n down tgt.
(including my wait when he is in NS.)
the only decision left is for piggy to decide.
oh and humph...
dear MISS me ZERO PERCENT!
humph HUMPH HUMMPHH!
i ignore him lor..so sad la..
wheregot bf dont miss gf de..
eeyeerr!!
k la~ i stop here if not i will cont rant...

HII!=D
done my housework finish~
then guess what..
all of us were waiting for my dad
to cook finish lunch.
it took him so long to cook one lunch lor.
by then we were super hungry and complaining.
n at last at 2pm plus,we had our lunch LOL.
now using lappy and piggy online!=D
hahas..go chat with him le =D