yesterday,went to meet Si Qi,Grace n lq at dhoby ghuat.
then head to PS foodcourt..
davin,weixun n hung hsiang join us for lunch..
went to take photos for my FDMP.
then arcade all the way..
yong qiang n bevin came too..
then went to play pool n home..
came home with bad quarrels among my parents.
hais..i thought that marriage is a blissed thing.
now im even scared of guys becos of my dad.
the violence,the expectation,the flirt..
im feeling terrified n very insecure..
n now i don even noe what i want now..
i dont even get the love and the care..
im like just me,alone..
i fake a smile everyday,im just tired of it
y cant i be the happy me that i used to be?