Hello milo~
yeap..i feel lousy quarreling
with dad this morning..
he is always so unreasonable,
it pissed me off seriously.
i spilled out some of my unhappiness to him
in the end,he say sorry n hong me..
yet i still feel sad.
then head to prime market to buy food
for CCN day..
Audrey and Davin came.
Really thanks to those who help out in the booth
esp fwens like Qiu Yan and Han Hsiang.
earn a little profit for CCN.
piggy bought me a balloon.
after someone lost the balloon roy gave me =(
hahas..anyway had cup noodles
with my beloved piggy,siqi,weixun n han hsiang.
then bully weixun go throw rubbish
finally CCN has finished!=D
next will be AGM (im the organiser=X)
but AGM still quite long..
i want spend more time with piggy and fwens.
yea...hahas k la gtg le ..seeya~

Im damn pissed with my father.
whats wrong with him?!
i did my housework.
i did my homework.
y cant he just let me do what i want.
wth...
he ask me dont join activities already.
he said that i must well at home
do housework rather then do activities.
like wth..im not slave leh..
i also want to enjoy de..
i did my part..n now he is asking me
to do things which im unwillingly to do.
damn it la..
so what if i done my housework.
he will claim that i never do it..
i fell ,i hurt myself when i do my housework.
i didnt say anything.
he told me that if i got things must tell him.
but how can i share with him my prob when
he is so small minded.
he will just as well ask me go die.
y must i always have to follow what he say.
cant i have my own say?!
now i freaking feel saffocated.
feeling liike sharing with someone.
but hais..i appear ooffline..
have no mood rite now..
my dad dont even trust me.
so y do i care so much..
making an effort to gain his trust!?
its useless anyway..
damn..he treat me like slave,like a fool too.
i seriously hate my life.
if he is willing to do housework,
then stop trying to gain my attention
by showing me that he do housework
then act til so wei da that he done housework.
pls lar!he thinks he is the one doing housework?
i done most of it..
n what he does is only slp..
then say i mop floor not clean
damn it..i didnt even show him the blisters
i got everytime i mop the floor with my stength.
because i noe mommy tired after work.
so i help to so housework,
if not i wouldnt care..
so damn it!!stop telling me what to do.
i freaking wish i have a understanding father.
who trust me,support me,willing to share my prob.
not someone who blame me for everything n vice versa.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i dont know what the heck im doing,
or saying or wadeva~
i really dont know what im doing for CCN day
even though im one of the organiser.
i have no confidence at all.
im being demoralised.
first thing,food n everything last min settle,
we havent tried the cooker yet.
we cant find cheese too!!
second thing,seriously,
i felt that most of them are not doing their part.
yeap...hais!!
n i vomitted in schl..such luck
damn it...
dear was nice to buy me food to eat..
yea sometimes i will be little demanding.
if u dont like then im sorry..
cos im very tired..seriously tired..
so i might not know what im doing or say.
hais..im freaking confused n dissappointed
at the same time with myself..
FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!
after writing everything on my blog,
i seem to feel better..
ok la i go do CCN stuff le~

Hello (^-^)y
a brand new day,a brand new smile.
n i miss piggy.xoxo.
i hurt my finger while
i was doing housework.
and its super pain plus
a blueblack on it.
anyway,i had done my revision
for networkinfra and proj management.
a round of applause for me =)
a task well done..kudos!
using lappy right at this moment.
change my wishlist.[go see go see~]
and now surfing facebook..
oh gee..im have a craving for buffet!
hehes...BUT,
oh gosh!im turning fatter=X
i nd to have a diet plan.
if not piggy sure say me fat de =(
anyway,thats for today.

whats love?

wasnt feeling well the whole day
hais..stupid day today..
i seriously hate it!
digcomm test i did badly.
real disappointment with myself.
then after bb meeting...
piggy pang seh me!!=(
it really hit me super hard..
i cried..i was super pissed with piggy.
he dont care me at all de..sobs
but in the end,
he kp tickling me then do all sorts
of funny funny stuff..n he did say sorry.
though i am angry but
i love him alot..
its hard for me not to forgive him.
but this does not mean he can take advantage of this
n make me angry..
i just wish that he have time for me..
and care for me =( sobs

i cried n cried n cried.
i pretended i was ok.
but im not.
im freaking sad cos
i dont seem to feel
that u care for me anymore.
damn i seriously hate the feeling.
i wish i can stop anyhow think.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

oh well..
do housework again..
was watching the vampire assistant
while eating..
and then suddenly dc..
guess what =.=...
my movie watch halfway canot load already
argghhh..bang wall..
in the end gave up..
went to do my orgcomm..
and then slacking~
rotting at home..really very sian can =(
plus piggy today busy then he canot chat with me
i super sad =( sobsob..


im falling down the slope..
anyone save me..?

PHOTOS DURING FDMP LESSON. (:

Hello Jello
after lesson head for
poly attachment event.
dear didnt attend his cds..
super upset..was extremely worried for him=(
anyway,
since im programmer with davin n han hsiang
we prepare the games..
and it turn out not bad..
after that ptpt with dear..^-^
saw many familiar faces lor =X
hohoho...eat subway eat fresh..
chose a different set meal..
and it turn out not really nice..
after dinner,we shop shop..
thenn home sweet home..
dad nag at me
after knowing that my laptop
is beyond repair and had to get a new one.
=( =( =(
oh and yes!=)
hohoho..

this is my not confirm list of christmas wishlist:

Done lots of housework today.
body aching all over now.>.<
hmm..lucky im able to slack at home
and not go to school today...
if not i confirm cui~
watch one litre of tears movie.
it make me pour one litre of my own tears out.
super touching..
anyway, im waiting for piggy to online chat chat with me =D
waiting in progress~

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continue...

hais hais and hais..
i feel so emoish right now..
guess i really think alot...
think too much le..
ahhhh...=/
joel pls stop anyhow think le..
=( i feel so lousy..
piggy,i want you beside me now =(

Hello mello!~
today netinfra class was =(
teacher kp calling my name.
so crappy la~
anyway today nothing much..
much of a sianzation.
and then BB meeting..
cds lecture,eat cup noodles,
and piggy send me home..
and one sad thing..=(=(=(
i lost my fave pink pouch..
must have drop it in bus..
freaking damn sad...sobx..


btw,