Everywhere I see are people getting pregnant ,happily having baby.

While me trying but all I have is nothing but auntie visiting.

It’s so disappointing that it affects me so much it’s tearing my life apart.

Next, I have the perfect job, where people are backstabbing me everywhere.

Third, I have the best particular of friends who just think of themselves and still have that perfect life.And me , having the best for them alway always feeling so sad cos when it’s my turn, they don’t even give a fuck. But only cares for the one that doesn’t even care for them. Maybe I should care less..

Fourth, I have the best husband who doesn’t discuss things with me and just buy some household items.. and doesn’t even defend me in front of our friends, my husband cares for me too much that he does his own things himself only when he can’t find his stuff, maybe he will care for me.

TBH since young, my life sucks big time,I start losing in religious faith, myself and everyone else.

I’m the “LUCKIEST” woman on earth.