i have been having ulcer for days.
super painful..sobx.
oh man yesterday really thanks to
siqi,rachel,mq,wendy,davin,ah seng,seb
n mark n other fwens for their concern..
sorry to those that i didnt share wat was goin on.
cos it is too personal..
ok lets talk bout other topics..
today,dad tell me i look skinny..
im like huh!! this is call skinny?
ive been eating alot wors..
then he today stuff me with food..like omg
n didnt get to do housework cos my dad force me not to
so i play games with my sis..
study a bit of netinfra..lots of mistake i shld say.
i nd help for netinfra..like seriously..
hmm then play facebook until sian..
lols..oh well..
anw..hope my ulcer heals quiccky~

hmm..how shld i start it?
or shld i just say i am freaking hurt.
bout ur jokes u said?
ur joke bout breaking up is not funny.
u can joke bout other things but not tat.
i guess it didnt went through ur mind that
this type of joke is really hurting.
esp when someone who means so much to me
say this to me,oh..not only me and with other pple arnd too.
i hold my tears in the bus.
not knowing wat to say..
facing the window..
then in the end i ask him to go take bus..
i walk home myself..
while walking through the park,
i cried at the same time frighten...
there is this group of bangladesh look at me.
i was freaking scared..but my mind was in a whirl..
thinking bout wat he said..my heart ache..
till now,my heart still aches..
though lots of my fwen an wei me..
but nevertheless,he affects me alot.
i thought to myself too,"is he really happy that he break up with me?"
his words hit me hard..
hais i don noe anything anymore..
i love him..i cherish him..but wat bout him?

Hell0 =D
hehehes..
today after lesson,dear n i
went to watch the movie 2012
its super nice and exciting.
thumbs up for the movie.
after movie, we went to eat BBQ chicken.
dear's treat..hahas..
then went to ehub to play arcade..
having fun playing the drum n silent hill.
we then went to buy tibits n head to the beach.
we took photos(mostly his unglam) n eat n see sea =)
i finally get to spent more time with him
yea only with him..super love.
we then walk to my home n then he bus home.
love the moment when im with him~
hehes ok bye bye =)

Hello..!
oh well,today im still having flu..
feeling terrible..
anw,later sis having swimming sliver exam.
hahas gd luck to mei mei!=)

update on yesterday...
me having lousy flu..
feel super drowsy..
anw,i pass my digicomm yesterday.
i skip cds lecture yesterday..
i see the timetable yesterday.
it shows lt30..
so dear pei me go lt30..
door lock..then call grace,yessy n mark
to no avail..in the end didnt go.
n in the end found out i go wrong lt..
so went back to clubroom.
dear bought me icecream..hehes..
then he actually want to teach me digicomm.
in the end canot solve..
time wasted..argh..
dear pei digicomm more than me..
&*%*^$(&$..
then he send me to the entrance n he bus home.
its been so long since he tell me he love me le..
the sweet gd nite message was gone too..
i miss his hugs n kisses too..
it seem no diff after his final judging ..
i wish i have more time with him..
without anyone to interfere..=/

hehehes..im in a good mood today.
you know why?
mommy bought me a pink vaio lappy.
im so super duper happy..
its my dream lappy n fave colour.
(*jumping up and down..
screaming in joy*)
and i miss dear =/
where is he?

Hell0..
Grace n i went to rebong our hair..
after that i acc grace to buy some stuff..
n then head down to schl.
most of them said that i look weird
except for daphne..
she say i look cute =) hehes.
dear also finish his final judging.
now he has time to pei me hehes..
n he look shuai today haahas.
and thanks to davin,
instead of helping out for event,
i could pei mydear for very long ..
i feel so happy today.
anyway, dear n i went to meet janice.
went for walk,arcade n then
acc dear for bus 81 to come n then home.

i love you,bf.

hehehes..
FDMP lesson was fun..
took super lots of photos..
super nice ones too..love it..
will upload the photos soon =)
anyway,i hardly see my dear..
super sad..he preparing his final judging
hope tml faster come..
so that when he finish he got time for me =)
anyway,for proj management..
the course was ok..
but the prob lies wih the teacher..
super racist n bias..idiot sia..
kp want to find chance to minus our marks.
if u ask mark,i freaking piss off with the teacher.
im trying my best to score ace for my last cds.
n this teacher spoil it..
after cds,mark n i went back to my clubroom
to finish off the homework..
hahas n mark gave me this NIVEA nourishing cream
hahas didnt noe he buy these type of product.
no wonder his skin so nice..
n i feel bad cos
i complain to mark that i want see my bf..
hahas..but mark super nice (:
mark rating : 5 star!
ok la..but my bf the best..=)
anyway gtg do my project le see ya =)

oh n one last thing,

Well well well..
once a boring day again..
done my hw n revision..
my head still a little hurt from yesterday
thnx to my dear for making me laugh.
i suddenly thought about the future ahead.
many many thoughts here and there.
some stuff were unexpected n worrying.
but whatever changes,i still love him.
nothing change my heart.
my fwen ask me this ques:"
the forest so big,with soo many trees,
why you dont want to consider other guys?"
my ans to him was:
"I only love him,even if there is many trees,
idc,i only want this tree."
My fwen's reply:same same (^-^)
my ans to him was:=.= lol then u still ask
i also believe that dear n i can overcome
ups n down tgt.
(including my wait when he is in NS.)
the only decision left is for piggy to decide.
oh and humph...
dear MISS me ZERO PERCENT!
humph HUMPH HUMMPHH!
i ignore him lor..so sad la..
wheregot bf dont miss gf de..
eeyeerr!!
k la~ i stop here if not i will cont rant...

HII!=D
done my housework finish~
then guess what..
all of us were waiting for my dad
to cook finish lunch.
it took him so long to cook one lunch lor.
by then we were super hungry and complaining.
n at last at 2pm plus,we had our lunch LOL.
now using lappy and piggy online!=D
hahas..go chat with him le =D