Well, Hello! I'm vexed. :(

So here i am pouring all my sorrows in my blog.

I am not sure why my life is so bad.

Has been moving in and out of my house with my mom and sis.

Because my mom is so fickle-minded. Urgh!

I'm tired of all these  parent's history and quarrels.

STOP AFFECTING US ALR.

I need a proper home and a peaceful life.

I'm stress enough to balance both my study and work life.

I barely could breathe, suffocating,really.

And i believe that once after we move back again,

my relatives will be disappointed with us,my cousins too.

It alr affected my relationships with my cousins 

and i hate it *sad face*

I seriously wish that it won't affect my relationship with bf too.

(And when i gets emo,i really felt so insecure to the max!

even felt that bf doesn't care for me alr. can't sense his love)

*Double sad face*

Just because i acted fine,with all my smiles,

does not mean that i am okay.

At times, i cried silently in my sleep.

But then,NOW, all i could do is to remind myself

to be POSITIVE.

and 

Yes! Live in the moment.

And i always dream that one day i could be married to a nice man.

A good future husband.

I saw some old couples really taking care of each other,

still being sweet and loving to one another.

It gives me hope! 

Just wishing and hoping that i and my future husband 

can build up a HAPPY Family.

Just wondering when will my future husband propose to me?

(yucks! it's my prelim period yet i'm day-dreaming about marriage alr)

so that we could live happily ever after~

Just like fairytale ending.