Hell0..
its been days since i update..
ive been very busy
with both schl work and club stuff..
n finally cos tml no schl..
so i used this time to blog..
i feel so stress ,so disappointed n depressed..
n i jjust quarreled with my mom..
cos my mom don let me go cass birthday..
damn sian can..T-T
she say i canot go out liao..
nd everyday study..
then somemore sat nd go uncle house
then dont drag her into trouble if not later canot go..
i cant believe wat im listening la..
im very disappointed..i feel like crying..
how can she be so selfish ?
how can she becos she want to go see her mom
and just ask me give up my friends birthday party..
i feel so pissed la..
y must i always be at home n study housework study housework..
im tired of it..
seriously..
another thing i wanna cry about is that
ive been thinking ..
am i selfish?
he got mp and club stuff to settle...
but he still send me back home..
then after sending me back home..
by then, when he reach home already super late.
n he still have to rush to do his work..
it means he will have lack of slp..
hais...really xin tong..
hmm really wanna be a understanding n good gf..
so i think i go home by myself unless he's free..
n i really miss him alot..
really hardly can see him..
hiiass..sad sob...
so yea thats all..
but all i wanted is for him to be happy always..
not to feel stress and all...
yea.thats all i ever wished for: for him to be happy.