Hell0 miilo ^^
oh well,play monopoly board games
with mom and sis for 4 hrs!!>.<
n i announce myself bankruptcy
tired of playing lol..kp paying money to them..
siannzz...
im craving for buffet..
n i thought im in a luck to have steamboat buffet
as my grandfather coming my house..
in the end,buffet CANCELLED!!=(
arrghh..im still craving leh..=X
hubby..u noe wat to do?
hehehes

Browsing through the photos of hubby n i,


n now,

In reality,

yesterday,went to meet Si Qi,Grace n lq at dhoby ghuat.
then head to PS foodcourt..
davin,weixun n hung hsiang join us for lunch..
went to take photos for my FDMP.
then arcade all the way..
yong qiang n bevin came too..
then went to play pool n home..
came home with bad quarrels among my parents.
hais..i thought that marriage is a blissed thing.
now im even scared of guys becos of my dad.
the violence,the expectation,the flirt..
im feeling terrified n very insecure..
n now i don even noe what i want now..
i dont even get the love and the care..
im like just me,alone..
i fake a smile everyday,im just tired of it
y cant i be the happy me that i used to be?

hehehes
slept for more than 10 hrs..
this is spelled as S-H-I-O-K!!
then did housework..
n then slacking time =)

heyhey im back!!
went to EGUIDES training camp.
its a 2 days 1 night camp..
stayover 1 day earlier =)
n omg i simply love LOGISTIC leh
oh man..oh though have to carry things here n there.
but i dont mind cos most of the time is slacking at DU.
n got my lovely daphne with me..=)
anyway,its miracle that i didnt slp at all during the camp.
i was like soo awake..hmm..
then hubby was slping like pig..
oh yea..forget to mention,
hubby was in logistic team with me
played dai di for like mostly 2 days.
LOL.
ohoh!IM HAPPY..
u noe y?
cos i had mass dance 1 with u noe who?
hahaha hehehes hohoho..
u noe who?
my hubby lor.=D
during the 2nd day of camp,
the breakfast had some prob,
in the end,admin n log split job to buy breakfast.
me,daphne,hunghsiang,bevin n another guy one team.
we went buy prata then come back..
injured my leg(me so useless)
then went to slp for hrs..
then woke up slack again LOL..
super love log wahahas..
after camp end,
hubby,miya,hung hsiang,wei xun n i
went to eat KFC..
then head back to clubroom to find si qi
then home..
lol finally,i bathe le n then slp..=)

Not feeling well today.


All i want for today is PEACE.

these days freaking unlucky..
don noe y..hais..
make me very short tempered n
easily irritated and emo alot..
sometimes i feel like running to someplace alone.
cry all i want,vent everything out..
n i freaking hate to be at home..
it make me super stress..
i just want to be out, somewhere.
hais n i don unds y some couples can be so loving.
like zhi xin n davin
but mine's not.
y?y?y?y?y?y?y?
arrgghh....cheer me up pls
make me smile?make me forget the thoughts.
i feel so freaking tired...tired of everything.

ahh shit!
yesterday i lost my wallet.
inside got ic,ezlink card,matric card,money etc.
everyone's helping me search the whole clubroom.
search for hrs to no avail..
n hais..waste everyone's time in searching..
i feel so bad =(
lq,zhixin,siqi,qiu yan,davin,hung hsiang n weixun
pei me go police post...
lq,zhixin,siqi n ah seng pei me make report
while the rest went to play Bb
then after police report..
went to find qiuyan,davin,weixun n hung hsiang
davin they all bought me ezlink card,ice cream n choc =/
i feel so................touched n bad n ....
then lq bought porridge n diarrhea med for me
n then home..
really really thnx to those who help me,who an wei me.
i really glad to have u all as my fwen..
being there for me when im facing prob...
then after that at nite,
ah seng told me this bad news bout my ic.
i nd 100dollars to make my ic n 1 month to receive it.
i really broke down.but i have to act that nothing happen
blame on the stupidty of losing my wallet..
today morning..
due to my slping position n lack of slp,
i sprain my neck plus stomache pain.
but i went to do housework..
so that i wont think of my wallet..
i no mood to study le seriously..
all i think of is how to get my cards back.
n how to survive for these few weeks...
pls tell me wat to do...?

AHHHHH...guess wat?
i had diarrheoa the whole day.
stomach upset too...=(
but dont dare tell grace they all tat i nd go toilet.
so i bear with it the whole day.so xin ku ar.
i feel so embarrassed also ar..
having diarrheoa at wrong timing *face red*
lucky proj management end early..
take bus with siqi,ahseng,weixun n hung hsiang.
then after that finally home..
n i felt better..but still having diarrheoa..
feel so uncomfortable..eeeww.
no med to eat too..poor me.
term test is next week too..
i cant afford to be sick ar!!
pls remind me to drink more more water..=)
i dont wanna fall sick =(