Well, Hello! I'm vexed. :(
So here i am pouring all my sorrows in my blog.
I am not sure why my life is so bad.
Has been moving in and out of my house with my mom and sis.
Because my mom is so fickle-minded. Urgh!
I'm tired of all these parent's history and quarrels.
STOP AFFECTING US ALR.
I need a proper home and a peaceful life.
I'm stress enough to balance both my study and work life.
I barely could breathe, suffocating,really.
And i believe that once after we move back again,
my relatives will be disappointed with us,my cousins too.
It alr affected my relationships with my cousins
and i hate it *sad face*
I seriously wish that it won't affect my relationship with bf too.
(And when i gets emo,i really felt so insecure to the max!
even felt that bf doesn't care for me alr. can't sense his love)
*Double sad face*
Just because i acted fine,with all my smiles,
does not mean that i am okay.
At times, i cried silently in my sleep.
But then,NOW, all i could do is to remind myself
to be POSITIVE.
and
Yes! Live in the moment.
And i always dream that one day i could be married to a nice man.
A good future husband.
I saw some old couples really taking care of each other,
still being sweet and loving to one another.
It gives me hope!
Just wishing and hoping that i and my future husband
can build up a HAPPY Family.
Just wondering when will my future husband propose to me?
(yucks! it's my prelim period yet i'm day-dreaming about marriage alr)
so that we could live happily ever after~
Just like fairytale ending.
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