im very sad SAD SAD..
there is no spare time for piggy and me
and both of us were so busy for halloween camp
but he is even busier than i do..
i freaking miss him =(
miss his kiss.
miss his hug.
miss his care.
im missing him alot..
i really hope he is not so busy.
n have more time with me..
these days ive been going home alone.
without him,i =(
i seriously dont noe la..its like wth.
i just wish that i can spend more time with him.
i will be contented.real contented..
anyone?grant me this wish plssss>.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE (:
yea i feel real stupid..
rawrs..the whole plan is ruin.
wanted to give cousin a surprise.
in the end..guess what?
i sms my plan to her instead of kenneth..
*bbang wall*
suppose to buy cake for her
but cos of lesson and meeting.
oh well..
but..i manage to meet her n give her the card.
and we shop for awhile..
and then home sweet home..

piggy ask me wat happen after meeting.
i didnt tell him..
im controlling my tears..
its freaking awful..u know the feeling?
piggy should ask me out clubroom..
or ask me go somewhere to talk..
at least when i cant take it,
i can cry when noone seeing.
yea seriously ..
i want to help..
im want to be responsible for the role im in.
but everytime,info were not given to me
even discussion,i was not in..
i feel super useless..
and im not someone to be push around for.
seriously,i break down at that point of time.
i didnt know most of the things..when asked.
but i ask grace to send me one copy of halloween though.
but no time to read...
everytime i have to ask for info..
im tired of it..
it sounds like i dont exist in the club.
when do it actually happen when
one could give me info themself without me asking?

SLeepy sleepy!
im sick but i had to do the housework.
vacuumm floor,mop floor 3 times,
wash clothes,hang clothes,cook food
and take care of sis...n guess what?
i got worse after that and super drowsy
cos i ate my medicine and didnt rest/sleep.
after everything, read my storybook and
my sis book too ,out of boredom.
didnt expect that her storybook was far
more fanscinating than mine..=.=
her book was super lame and funny.
receive sms from my cousin janice,
telling me that there is a cheap laptop fair.
oh man i needed a laptop>.<
guess i have to earn my own money to buy one..
i had a simple dinner after that.
and tada! here i am blogging
didnt know that piggy read my blog
thought he was too busy to even read it
oh well..im missing piggy alot alot..
n i hate to say this..
my voice has become low..
aww..its so "sexy"..*yuck*
anyway, i will stop here..
hope piggy quickly msn me..=(
although thats impossible..

omg today i overslept lol..
was suppose to have
bookselling duty at 9am.
guess i was too sick to even wake up.
had sore throat and flu.
after duty,went to get log stuff
with yessy,grace and piggy.
after buying everything,
we head back to schl to put the log stuff
n then piggy acc me to the busstop.
on my way home,my flu got worse.
i feel so lousy,i feel so drowsy too.
i think im sick..throat getting worse too.
n im happy that im able to see piggy.
gonna miss him during weekends =(
i hate this feeling of missing him and
feeling very sick at the same time =(

btw,

Oh well lesson at 8am.
and im dying of boredom already.
miss piggy always..
sad that he havent top up his hp bill.
so cant sms much ..hais WTH>.<
right after lesson,
headed to clubroom..
and then play basketball with
chenghao,weixuan and carter.
shaoren leave after sometime..
we play match haha.
then after everything ..
they acc me take bus 15 and
then home alone..
i miss playing basketball with them =(
and i freaking hate the feeling of going home alone =(
and i freaking muchh hate it
when i do not have time with piggy..=(
hais..SIIAANNN ARRR!!*bang wall*

Hello.
today woke up early
and accompany my dad to hospital
to had his eye surgery.
i went to have a little snack
while waiting for my dad to finish operation.
it took quite long to finish.
after everything finished..
head back home..
i miss dear.=/
cant see him today..
oh well, anticipating to see him tml though =)
hehehes.
oh yea..i got chosen to be organiser for AGM.
i laugh at myself,
couldnt believe what i was hearing yesterday.
cos it would be a real disaster
if they ask me to be organiser.
im serious..oh well..
wish me luck in organising..lalala~
and i do not have any lesson on tues n fri.
i dont know if i should me happy or not.
im probably insane if i say im not happy.
but truthfully,im not really happy..
cos this mean canot see piggy for 2 days.
hais..i just wish i had more time to be with piggy.
anyway,i go slack slack already.
wahahas.say0onara~

it seems that my blog is rusting
if i dont update on somtething.
been busy these days..
dear hp no money..hais
i miss him terribly..
then one of my closest relative passed away
hais even more sad..
she was ok when we visited her.
and next thing, i noe she is lying in the coffin.
its sad..maybe thats life?
pple born,pple leave..hais..
i guess i got to go to the wake le see ya.
i wish piggy is with me now...=(

hello♥
went out with dear to tamp mall
watch movie PHOBIA 2.
it scare me..=/
most of the time i hiding lor..
after that we went walk walk..
n then we got bored..
so off we went to bugis.
played arcade.walk walk ..
then dinner and home...hehes
love being with him...
i love you piggy.muaks

oh wells.
ive been doing housework and
cleaning my room for half the day.
and then after my bath,
i feel so fresh . =D
n now sitting in front of the lappy
blogging,msn and facebook.
i miss my laptop >.<

headed down to meet
Regina,Jessica,Rachel,Flora at tamp mall.
Flora's bf came to but left in awhile.
then we went to Bugis for a walk..
valerie joined us soon after her work.
chongtian came too..
then we went for steamboat
while waiting for flora...
then soo after we finished.
actually thought i had the time
to go over to regina's cos we were like cabbing over.
in the end, the time is almost going to exceed my curfew
so took bus home..
and luckily no nagging..phew..

I HATE MY DAD!!
its my second time in my entire life
that the word **** came out from my mouth.
i cant tolerate it anymore.
the anger in me when my dad dont trust me.
its like wth..im not like him..
i was saffocating i felt like screaming.
y do i have such father??yyy!!!!!
my family at home i cant scream out..
the anger resulted in the sleepless night.
i want to seek for someone to hear my problems.
i want someone who is willing to lend me a hand.
my mom had a one to one talk again.
i feel comfortable telling my mom cos she trust me
and i felt much better.so much better.
my dad make me lose respect to him.
pple will think that im an unfillial daughter.
but if anyone were to step into my shoes,
they will understand what i mean,n even hate my life
yea if i am unfillial child i wont do housework,i wont takecare of my sis,
i wont work to earn money for the family, i wont help him lie to his family,
im never perfect in his eyes whenever i try to please him.
n i had enough!

HELL0.IM BACK!!=D
these few days im having fun with
the japanese pple...
went for heritage tour arnd chinatown
and then bugis eat steamboat on sat,
sentosa on sun which i had a bad sunburn,
presentation on mon n get to noe my buddy
which is chihiro a quiet girl,
went to schl for robotic things n
went to kenwood for tour on thurs.
Ntu visit on Fri and then
the most sad part is on sat,the day
they had to leave singapore n back to japan
i super miss them, really had fun with them.
kazuki teach me the word kusoh means shits..
then kp teasing each other anata kusoh..super funny.
then the girls,satomi n kaho..super funny kp saying baka
n then call zhi qin baka LOL..
satoshi yea him,he kp teasing me but
really have fun communicate with him n play games with him too
chihiro my buddy a super quiet girl LOL..
HAHAHA akihiro the cute,tall n blur blur one..
we call him the "hantaI master" hahas..
n then here comes hiro,smaller version of akihiro
n he super cute..his face LOL kp doing weird faces.
ahah!hiroku also cute cute one like hamster..
we kp talking n talking though his english not as fluent.
take photos,do funny faces...oh man thinking of all these..
make me so emotional...
anyways if u want to view photos,
its in facebook n in my hp (:
kk i gtg sayoonara~

"majide..dejima...majidejima.."group 3~

these two songs are the one that we sing..the first song is super nice
i was touch when the japanese students sing these songs =)