OMG now my turn blog sot sot liao
canot upload pictures =.=
anyway today netfund n modani quiz
netfund quiz make me panick..
cos my ip add, subnet mask..all blank
at ipconfig in command promt...
but luckily i was fast enuff to finish in a few minutes?
hehes..
n for modani..its so unfair..
we got all theory question for the quiz..
n most of the ques seems alien to me =.=
die liao lor..but i write alot of crap..
hope victor ng not mad at marking my crappy ans..
hmm my throat become worse too..
ive been coughing like mad..super irritated.
had subway for dinner with hubby.
hubby sent me home..
just nice saw my grandmother..
i feel so bad la..leaving him with my grandmother
then i ownself walk to the lift..rawrs =X
i really hope my grandma accept him..
cos i wanna last long with him..
im serious this time..i don wanna lose hubby..
he is the one i truly love (:
when i got home..i was heartbroke..
when i saw my sis's injuries..super serious..
damn the schl..for not applying medicine for her..
leaving her bleeding while waiting for my parents..
n im proud that my sis did not cry..
but my heart aches..i don noe y..it just ache damn badly
i feel like doing something for her..
but what can i do?such useless sis i am..
wave of emotions pass through me too..
families..
everymorning,dad will complain to me bout things.
i listen.sometimes it dampen my mood sometimes it gives me knowledge
but everytime i listen i feel so depressed..
been faking a smile to schl..
its hard on me to control my feelings
but hubby n fwens is the reason that i smile
cos i dont want them to worry...
relationship..
i kp worrying if one day will hubby get tired 0f me
like a few of my ex did.
will he change he mindset when he enter army n donwant me..
i feel so lost...
projects,exams around the corner..
hais..so many projects undone..
yet im still slacking..
wake up joel..!!
exams coming too..
but everytime i want to study ..
i see the ques i don noe how to do..
i sian diao..hais..no mood liao
omg..how howhow..i want to score well de
now i don even noe if i can pass ma.
ahhhh...just one thing
im saffocating..