I felt so lost..

Quarrel makes me realise that he doesn't  love me when I was crying yet all he does is just stand there interrogating me.Rather than hugs and comfort.

I felt so sick and tired and hungry when I was at the staircase.i ask him to let me be.Because it was a torture when he sends me home because he either stands behind or infront but a distance.

Ya "happy 7th anniversary " ..

I felt that we shouldn't meet if he doesn't have plans with me.so what ? If I want see him..he doesn't Anw..we hardly meet ..its just one freaking day and it just slept away.Why does spending the day so freaking hard.

I feel so tired of the world and myself.

I felt empty.