Okay..I'm super pissed off, yea right early in the morning.
I understand that Bangkok is too dangerous to go.
But now, I'm going my friend's hometown(Indonasia)
My parents don't let me go because it's 7th month.
Then should have told me earlier!!
First they say let me go , then i promise my friend that i can go then now say 7th month , i cannot go.
For GOD sake! I PROMISE already.
Since young, everytime they had to spoil my plan, i had to break every promise with my friends.
I HAD ENOUGH seriously.
MY DAD CURSE ME , Ya because i insist on going, YES I HAVE THIS KIND OF DAD.
I'm even more pissed. HE ONLY KNOWS HOW TO PICK ON ME,WHEN MY PARENTS QUARREL I BE GUINEA PIG,ASK ME STAY HOME,ASK ME DO HOUSEWORK,ASK ME STUDY ,ASK ME WORK AND GIVE HIM MONEY.
BUT HE SPEND MY FREAKING UNI MONEY AWAY AND I HAD TO TAKE PARTTIME DEGREE.
HAVE HE EVEN SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME??!!
i hardly have any rest as in go on a vacation eversince i graduate.
He does things for me because he wants something in return.I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE IT.
Demoralize me when things don't go in their plan.

IF EVERYWHERE IS DIRTY,WHY NOT I FREAKING STAY AT HOME AND NOT WORK??!
Because i can't ...because MONEY only matters.