My deep thought of the day .. My realization left me with great disappointment. I suddenly felt that I am not part of an influence to my bf. For example.. I ask him to listen to music/sing and he always answered a firm "no I don't listen to music or sing" even if I asked him to.. But his friends told him something and then he listen to music. In fact,it shock me and part of me just sank, because it's not just this matter. I don't even know which part of I am important to him is true when action speak louder than words ...sometimes I even feel that only when he is bored then he reply me.. This sucks because I came to realize that when I am with him he used hp a lot and hardly speak to me but when he is out with friends he barely even whatapp me because he is with friends. See the difference? I feel so emotional and think is it me that is boring  or I am just not impt to him because his action doesn't shows at all.