19.12.11

BF last sms to me :


And ask yourself some question
have i really stop you from meeting your friend?
LQ reading jojo mind
( oh now you are trying to make myself feel guilty by saying
oh now your friend so impt lor or find other gf..)
but how many friends do i have?
Do i spend more time with you or them?
Sometimes you need to stand at the point of view..
I am not betraying by going out with girl..
Sometimes dont you have friend to go out with?


At this time, i was really angry,pissed off..
I have friends to go out with, but i go out with them during weekdays
why? because all we have is only to go out once a week
Just once! i wanna treasure the "once" a week with you.
Even MQ also knows weekends is for you cos you have army
And i know you doesn't have lots of friends.
and FYI, you only spend once a week with me.
I miss the times, during school times, when you spend more than once a week with me
when you want to spend your time with me
i know now is different when you have army and all.
You ask me if i do not have friends to go out with.
Yes, i have friends to go out with.
And i know when my friends start to book me for weekends.
i do not have time to even go out with you maybe not a month..
and if you want that..if you want me to be with my friends..
then you dont regret when we dont meet up for few months..
maybe we will be strangers by then..you decide.
And you think la..we got go out that often?
Once a week is that counted often? you think la
And when i go for part times studies, i dont think i even have time for you.
thats why i want to treasure the time.


and your previous sms to me:

Then you got heard your friends or anyone run away
cos his or she compare too much.

My ans:
you ask your girl friends who don't compare?
And i compare i was only just saying.
And i never even say you no good.
and sometimes your" play play" bullying me in public.
Its hurtful. In your view of course,its not hurtful
and as you say sometimes i have to stand at the point of view.
maybe you will know what i mean if you stand at my point of view.
And i don't mind you play play sort of bullying.
but sometimes your bullying goes too overboard.
And when you are stating this sms, about comparing and running away
means you thought of it.
So i have nothing to say.No comments.

And if you think think that we are going out too often.
Once a week its too often, you tell me
then i wont be too stupid to sacrifice my weekends for you.
and plan weekdays for my friends.
you decide.

And do i even stop you from going out with your friends?
i only say i dont like but i never stop you frm going out with them.
And i didnt even stop you from going out with him,did i?
but then if your friends rules over me then i've got nothing more to say.
if your friends rule over me then maybe this relationship wasnt meant to be started


And i didnt say this is going to be like fairytale romance.
because i know it didnt exist.
Happily forever after didnt exist too.
i just want our relationship to run smoothly.
thats all.

And
noone is perfect and there's always room for improvement
even in relationship.So i just want our relationship to be better.

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