& i wish i can have the confidence too.

anw, hahas i start to do my O level English book

LOL gonna pull up my socks for that.

i wanna improve my English.

i also feel that these days my dad giving me a hard time.

he is complaining about me on this and that.

this is so #**&%$&#.

and moreover my birthday is around the corner.

n my dad's attitude sux every time my birthday is nearing.

and with that,i feel that im not gonna be happy on my birthday.

its gonna be a lousy birthday like last year.

last year birthday really leave a really bad scar.

i meant my birthday celebration with family.

now i don even fell like celebrating with my family.

PHOBIA AR!!