23.4.10
AARRGGHHH..yes im freaking useless
I DONT WANT BE PROGRAM HEAD!!!!
Y ME??Y?I TRIED MY BEST TO DO MY PART
AS A PROGRAM HEAD.BUT I FAILED TO
ACCOMPLISHED ONE THING THAT
PROGRAM HEAD/ LEADER SHOULD HAVE.
THAT IS COURAGE TO SPEAK N EXPLAIN CLEARLY.
I TRIED N I FAILED.i cried.feeling blank.
Hide in clubroom n cry.Guo Xin came to find me(he saw me cry).
followed by chun kiat.I feel appreciated by them both.
or at least i shld say, they came n an wei wo.
Wilson came chat with me too..HAIS.
i will do my best to do my part.
I WILL BUT NOT SURE CAN ANOT.
BUT FOR NOW,I WISH TO GO MIA.
IF NOT, SOONER OR LATER MIA will be part of me.
hubby sms me n advice me but i just couldnt take in his words.
FOR NOW,my heart sinks regardless of how many pple an wei me.
I couldnt even reply him. so i decided not to sms him.
si qi an wei me too, n i dont want her worry so oh well...
becos, it just me that i just couldnt overcome this prob.
i really really nd to overcome this freaking prob.
MY HEART IS really feeling real DEMORALISE N SAD.
At that point of time i really want to tell grace n davin that i dont want to be programmer.
& ask them to find someone far better than me to assist audrey.im just not fit to be programmer.
at least someone can assist her so that aud not that stress.
but i really dont wish to add on stress to grace n davin.
so i guess i will just bear with it n do my best.
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