was listening to the radio
n i heard this nice song..
didnt expect that the song came from
a 15 yr old boy called justin bieber..
n he's cute...aww..shuai too..
wakaka..anw,have been doing
project management today n yesterday.
too many things to add and edit like =(
discuss with mark on msn bout the project
but ended up talking bout food.like wth
make me hungry..
now facebooking in progress n waiting for that pig to online
haha.

Hello.
Today finally BB AGM has finished!!
im feeling sshhiiiookk.hahas.
finally can relax..=)
anyway,im touched that wilson n kelvin came LOL.
after AGM,went to search for LQ but to no avail =(
his hp also canot call through..super upset =((
then finally he appear.then i start grinning like idiot.
haha lucky he didnt see.
kaihoa,weiqi,LQ n i played mahjong(im learning)
lol n i won several rounds with a little help for KH
hubby n i then went to pasar malam to buy dinner.
love it when i always eat pasar malam food with him.
n most of all i love hubby... miss him daily.

hello.oh well.. just expressing my thoughts here.
i feel quite insecure..not sure why.
thus im jealous quite often =/
i hate the feeling of insecureness.
(insecureness is found ONLY in my dictionary (: )
sometimes i just want to acc hubby..
didnt tell him though..but end up,
he went to do his things n then
left me with utter disappointment..
but also my fault i didnt tell him..
i just want to cherish the time with hubby.
n of course im going to meet my fwens
regardless of my busy schedule..i want to have more life
haha thats the way!=D hohoho

Watch hai pai tian xin..real touching
as what matthew had said..
n i become emo..oh well..
im easily emo when watching love story.
tears will flow through my cheek.
ahhhhh!!anw..dont talk bout this.
im freaking upset bout not going out with my close fwens
like for a million years i havent been seeing them
im missing them..i dont care le..
joel will rebel for once n meet her fwens once after AGM.
n i mean wat i say.i had enuff.
i nd to be firm..like right now..

weilun taught me to be firm.
to be confident..
like what my other close fwens said.
im touched bout what my cousin did for me too.
n im lucky to have them close to me.
im cherishing them even more..

Everyone has a dream of their own..
mine is.......

Hello milo~
early in the morning do 30 situp
before doing my housework.
oh well..dad had high fever
therefore had to take care of him.
then went to schl for AGM rehearsal..
most of the main comm didnt turn up.
conclusion is im such a failure.
anw,had rehearsal with the ushers and emcees.
after rehearsal,went back to clubroom.
bevin brought alot of food back..
its yummy eventhough its cold cos im hungry.
but..but..im craving for BBQ food.
talking bout food..im sad to say that
i will not be celebrating Chinese New Year,
Due to some personal family reason.=(
how i wish things could go back to how
reunited my tan family is..
the joyous occasion when we cousins chat and have fun.
now has turn to...sigh..

BBQFOODBUFFETCRAVING~

oh well..what a busy day for me.
i realise that i cant be an organiser alone.
no power to assign task...hais..
end up helping here and there..
oh!wei xun have change alot like so seriously.
change as in in a gd way of course..
not like me,i want to be mature but to no avail.
n i still cant think before i do/talk.
im learning in progress.so guide me along the way.
another thing is...
hubby hasnt had the time to acc me too..
so so upset,wish his busy days faster gone.
i was so happy yesterday that we spent the little time
watching 'THE SPY NEXT DOOR'.It was hilarious.
Then hubby bought me this cute cute rabbit hp pouch.
its too big to be lost.unlike the ones that i bought
n easily lost by blur me.

Inretrospect,i miss the times during our yr ones,
when larlene n cass were still with us.
the fun times when we had in BB GPS n etc
when we were still subcomm...
now,everyone is so busy with their club stuff.
n without knowing, we r slowly getting further away...

Everytime i wanna hug hubby,
but ended up i didnt.
maybe becos im waiting for him to make the first move
or i scare he dont like i hug him.=/

Sweet stuff ~(aww~)

Hello.
i apologised for the vulgarities that i said.
cos i couldnt control of how i felt.
the reality of having a "soon-to-be-a-broken-family"
i felt extremely helpless.
but anw,its over.everything went back to normal.
i guess,for now.
im feeling happy ,once again.
came back to do AGM stuff.
then hubby came in clubroom..
i don noe but i can feel these killer atmosphere
around him.
sudden fear in me,si qi can feel it too.
just wanna noe wat happen to him
im worried n i feel like a useless gf.
ya,very useless.
i just wanna feel the love.

FUCK!
I really nd a shoulder to lie on.
everything repeats.
but now is a major disaster.
i cant say/explain it here too..
its too confidential.
im devastated,pondering on wat to do.
i nd someone to help me.
& im seriously tired.
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i know i broke my promise.
but this is how i really feel today.
how helpless i am.

Hello.
it seems like ive been going through the same
routine over n over again..
its always the same road,the same scenery
on my way to school..
then lesson then home..
however my life is added with hubby,friends and activities.
but everything gonna change after hubby graduate.
the road and the scenery will still be the same.
the only thing missing will be him..
we will be meeting lesser n lesser of each other..
n im gonna miss him so so much
anw,here is what i have done today
went for LOG briefing after my lessons ended
then acc hubby to buy his shoes for EPS.
had MAC for dinner as well and shop alittle.
then home sweet home..
i was a little hurt by his tone of his sms.
so i didnt noe should i even talk to him anot.
im confused =X

im having serious flu once again.
making me headache..
(now feeling soso dizzy)
things are just extremely boring..
so i decided to do a little research.
& im glad cos ive gain some knowledge of it
which makes me smarter =D
& i was pondering on whether i should get a job.
so that with this money i could buy gifts
without worrying where to have these money.
and oh!oh! have my driving license soon..
i want to drive to schl.(starting to dream..)
its so cool if u have ur own car so that
you can drive whenever you want..aww..
anw,i guess i nd to get some rest.
before i leave,heres my new year resolution =)

Hello~
ive done my housework &
ive washed all my shoes and slippers.=)
now facebooking..
&&
waiting for my slpy pig to sms me...