T0day study abit of marketing..
then went to meet shi hong..
be4 going to dear's birthday chalet.
lol..hmm..we wasted $2
cos of my blurness...
we went to the wrong chalet...
hahas..but not only we spend $1..
michelle n wei xun also...=X
hahas ok..so when we reach his chalet..
saw his family...
omg his older sis is pretty de lor(n skinny)
envy envy...
ok then LQ,shi hong n i talk talk..
during evening..then shi hong,michelle,wei xun n i
ate buffet..
grace they all arnd nite time then come..
hahas then later we cake cutting session
we took photos..n sing birthday songs...
then after that had to go home le..
yeap..=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY!
MAKE A WISH*
n may it come true...
I LOVE YOU..
DAMIT LA..
im feeling...
argh @#$%..i don noe how to describe..
the only things i noe is i will cry while writing this post..
i canot stand it liao..
whatever i do, it just didnt went right..
it sux...
my work nowadays CMI, club things i don even noe bout it,
n at this point of time,
im still ignorant in some subject.
n with noone helping me..i feel so hopeless..
im tired..of EVERYTHING.
yes,everything.
im also worried bout my term test,
i havent even touch any subject for revision..
hais...damnit damnit!!
im feel xtremely terrible now..
unable to hold back my tears..
n YES,i didnt say i was a gd programmer.
i wasnt even gd at anything.
so pls dont expect much from me.
arghhh....LEAVE ME ALONE..
H3ll0ha~
Today is a very busy day for me..
seriously~
Have to do 2 projects..
MCT & Marketin..
then got alot of hws to do too..
its an endless amt of hws sia..
omg..*bangwall*
n one more thing i wish to rant bout..
I HAVE 5 TERM TEST!!
this is totally ridiculous..
n i havent study any..
worse of all..some subject i don even unds!!
shit man..who can help me in studies..
i really wish to pass..>.<
ok la dont talk bout this la..
just thinking bout it
makes me headache..
0Hya!hehes..IM SO HAPPY!!
Get to take l0ts n l0ts of photos with the graduates..
omg so gonna miss them..
hmm..n i got to try the so called graduation"robe"
ITS SO C0OL..
hmm..i wonder..
when can be my turn to graduate..?
hmm...
ok la really gtg le..
nd to rush on my projects..!!
cya~
WAKAKAKAS..
JOEL IS A HAPPY GIRL once again..
n i simply adores my dear.
he is there when im down.
n never fails to make me smile.
hahas..
joel is totally crazy n addicted to Boys over Flowers =D
hahas gtg liao le.say0onara~
study study for test ..AJA!
Today was usual...
n surprisingly dear didnt drag time in club.
n we manage to leave schl early =)
lols...happy happy..
then we went to search for subway..
in the end,subway alot of pple queuing ..
so ended up eating at other place in T1
the food was erm...ok?
lols..then after that he walk me home =)
seriously nowadays hardly see/talk to him =(
sadded...=(
wish that he have more time to pei me =X
PHOTOS
<===l0ves 
"wish to blow away the troubles;
hais..
today quiz was ok..
but afraid that i will fail..=X
n n i really noe nothing bout netfund..
goner liao >.<
n something which i felt sad
is that ok la i noe its supid..
but whenever "that guy" walk past
i will happy cos im honoured that
he said hi to me...
but that doesnt mean anything.
hmm..i felt sad when he say he find backup...
i was jealous la...ok nvm..
i wanna state that when i see shuai guys..
it doesnt mean i will like them lor..
n moreover i love dear[wish to last long with him]..
so i will stay faithful to just one..
yea another thing to rant is that
omg!so many quiz n work..
i seriously feel very sian..
my mind also very blank..
nothing goes in my mind..
so nowadays i am oblivious to the surrounding.
i shall stay quiet for these days emoing..
ok i shall also state something here..
i feel very miserable..
i shall not state who she is..
but seriously i feel like breaking down..
whenever i see her ..
i feel so scared...n i don noe wat to do..
hais..the thing past so long le..
i don unds y she still hold on to it..
n its also not my fault...
it just a misunderstanding..
argghhh..feel like crying la ..
*screaming..crying*
n becos of that i am very thankful
for "friends" who didnt want to left me out for some things..
but really feel bad when becos of me
that they cant get the things..
hais... fan si renn
sometimes i was thinking..
y am i in this world....
y cant i have fun like the others?
have freedom like the others..
y do i feel hurt or even jealous..
i feel so stupid,feel so useless..
n i also not pretty or talented..
zzz...y?
wo zhen de hao fan..
i longed for the cheerful joel in year 1.1..
where we were all just classmates.
nothing ,or no misunderstanding will occur..
then i wont have to feel ......
i just wish everything will get over quickly.
anyway got to go le..
having math quiz tml..
n havent have my revision done at all..
hmm...afterall,
i just want to be happy..
a simple request..
t0day went to celebrate advance mother day.
hahas..went to eat seafood..
got shark,fin chilli crab n etc..
super yummylicious..
then after eating,
went to have a tour arnd orchard..=)
then home sweet home =)
Haha..Today went to schl
to do MCT project..
then had lunch with Grace,Larlene,Yessy,Shi Hong
n Lq lol...
After eating ,went to slack at clubroom..
Then dad fetch me to tamp mall
to search for mother day present..
omg...my dad bought a $586 earring for my mom..
lols envy envy...=X
anyway thats all bout today..
Pictures witll tell the story for yesterday..
Most of us wearing the cheer u up shirt =)
