Hehex for my dearest bf,

Went cycling with dear at ECP.
And Our usual bicycle shop is closed.
So we went to the one beside 7eleven.
And their service sucks, bicycle also~!
But still we decided to ride. And my butt damn painful.
But Miracle-ly, i didn't fall down. :)
Bf wanted to buy a box of plaster beforehand but i told him no nd.

I ask myself sometimes..
Why am i in this family...
why is heaven doing this to us..
Whatever my dad did during the incident,he make it my mom's fault.
He change the truth,trying to brainwash us thats its our fault.
That he didn't went crazy that day.
Now he trying to threaten my mom say if want to divorce,my sis must stick with him.
Isn't it contradicting?ytd he ask me go schl myself.
Today he threaten me say if i go schl myself, i must move out of my house and he will burn the house.
He really damn crazy!
He change the fact,think he is right, act so pityful,treat outside pple like so nice,
then being a devil at home,kp saying that we never treat my sis gd,even my sis also say is my dad is in a wrong.
But if heaven punish him, we will also be drag along with him.
Because he wont want to let us go.Make us miserable with him.
Everything he say is a lie.Money and control,thats all his want.
I just hope that some China lady will just take him away,since he like to flirt so much.
and then we will have peace one day.
If there's really a GOD in this world, i wish that GOD will give my mom and sis a good life.
I see them suffer,My heart aches for them, though i cant do anything to save them.
I can only defend them,but im also a human,i can be tired too.
Its like i feel so demoralised and hopeless.
With noone there for me, while i defend them.while i'm hurt badly too.
I really wish for someone to be there for me too...